Art
425 Artist in Context Samples of Critical
Issues Writings What
follows are an assortment of writing taken from past semesters. While all are
good, some are better than others. Some donÕt far enough in defining the issue and instead hope that
simply describing the work explains it. Some donÕt manage to find a clear way
to write about the issue. Some rely on big terms and donÕt bother to define
them. á
My work examines vulnerability. I am interested in how vulnerability,
much like uncertainty, is essential to making art. I create a visual metaphor
of vulnerability by dealing specifically with images that reveal and conceal
(sometimes literally and other times implicitly). I became interested in the
topic of vulnerability in the aftermath of a sexual assault. One of the
methods I developed for dealing with my assault was to actively reject my own
vulnerability. In the beginning, I saw my vulnerability as a weakness, and
one that was responsible for my assault. As a result of this, I spent some
time unable to form meaningful relationships with others because I would not
allow myself to be vulnerable (specifically in terms of sharing my experience
as a sexual assault survivor). My position of vulnerability was largely
transformed after reading Art and Fear.
The authors of this book discuss how uncertainty, and the fear it elicits,
has a powerful influence on our ability to produce work, and the quality of
that work. While reading this book, I saw many connections between my
relationship with vulnerability and the way in which the authors discussed
the process of making art. This connection made me want to create art that
embraced my vulnerability. á
My interest in vulnerability is not limited to an exercise in
catharsis. I am also concerned with how viewers might come to understand
their own vulnerability by engaging with my work. In order to accomplish this
I return to the idea of revealing and concealing, as a way of creating a specific
tension in my work. This tension often results in images that are
uncomfortable to look at, and I like this because I think that this element
is essential for viewers to begin experiencing their own vulnerability. á
I use the issues of gender and sexuality as a way of making a larger
statement about vulnerability; however, it is not my intention for these
qualities to constitute the entire content of my work. Much like the
sensation of disgust that is often used to characterize Jenny SavilleÕs
paintings, I am interested in exploring how I can complicate the connotation
of the word ÒvulnerabilityÓ through the aesthetics of my work. As such, I
attempt to create other points of tension through the compositional choices I
make. For example, in my painting Dinner, the figure is given a very forward
and self confident pose, but her vulnerability is retained by her partial
nudity, and less overtly, through the metaphor of a mirror. á
Process is almost more important to me than the
actual art. This process involves
collecting source material and looking at a wide variety of sources in order
to create new ideas for artwork.
I often collect numerous materials before starting a work. These materials can include taking
tips from historical art sources, collecting images as sources, creating
collages out of these sources, and create sketches of different compositions
for the piece. For example in
the Chair I took material from poems written by inmates on death row, created
numerous small sketches of different types of electric chairs, and used an
old chair and a belt as a study model for the chair. I use these sources as a
way of brain storming and coming to new ideas that I didnÕt think of before. ItÕs a thought process. I also
rearrange compositions in a sketchpad before completing the look. á
Flatness and graphic repetition are
also used to remind viewers that my artwork is an object. I force the viewer to confront my
concept because they cannot get lost in illusion. I use repetition to
visually bare the viewer from entering my artwork. The use of repetition is also a form of abstraction. I knowingly do not put a lot of
illusionary depth into my work because my final goal is not to fool a viewer,
but for them to consider my work as art fueled by thought. They cannot look at an
image and only see one thing, but instead they need to look and interpret
what they are seeing. The
flattening of space and form is key to showing my translation of my
observations as an artist. á
Observation is the most vital part
of my work. I am connected to the world through my sight. It is not necessarily the texture,
smell or sounds of an object, but the brilliance or dullness of what I am
looking at. Shapes, form, color,
line, all of these elements dominate my work and are arrived at through
observation. All of my works are
made from direct observation or a translation of my observation to become
more abstract. I do not believe
that abstract art develops out of nothing. Abstraction is visual and I develop it through what I see
and remember seeing in the world.
Even in my most abstract works, a visual source is still evident. I find abstraction to be a universal
form of expression and understanding and even if my concept is lost or
overlooked by the viewer, they can still relate to the work just through
looking.
á
Alternative Vantage Point and Select Focus: My photographic process often uses alternative view points
and selective focus as a way to urge the viewers (and my self) to Òlook
closerÓ at the image and what is actually being shown in the image. My utmost hope is that this theme of
looking closer not only occurs when looking at the photograph but carries
over to the way the viewer views the world around them. I am also very interested in how this
issue manipulates time as it calls people to slow down to look at the
photograph more than a straightforward vantage point and higher level of
focus, thus slowing down their personal time line. á
The issue of preserving time and memory is one of the main concepts
that I consider with my photographs. From photographing people in their environments, an
interest of mine because of a curiosity of what lays behind their eyes,
questions about where they have been and where they hope to go. This
leads my photography to evoke the passage of time. It is also as if a
great friendship is formed with the inspiration within as well as the
processing that guided me there. I like the idea of comparing the usage of my
camera to AliceÕs rabbit hole, to open an unexplored world, a place of
curious self-expression, but also a world of new relationships, new chances
new beginnings and most importantly new stories. á
Slowing down and taking the time to reexamine our environment and
everyday life. Usually we lead
hectic lives with no time to stop and consider our surroundings. We have an infinite amount of stimuli
coming at us from multiple sources at all times. It is easier to ignore all of that stimuli than to
thoughtfully consider it all.
But I like to filter that stimuli and pay attention to certain aspects
of my surroundings. Maybe just
park benches for a day, or maybe just graffiti, or maybe just the news
stories coming from a specific source.
When we take the time to pay attention and critically examine a small
piece of our environment, we can come across surprising revelations about a
culture as a whole. This is the
major idea behind most of my photography and video projects and for me, there
are two results of this process. á
Finding the absurd in our preconceived notions of the world and the
structures we take for granted in our society. Girls Gone Wild is a perfect example. Something that I have found most
college girls have never given a second thought, but as soon as they do, are
outraged at the very idea. Or
the absurdity behind modern politics.
Or the number of pharmaceutical commercials on television. Even the amount of time we spend behind
the wheel of a car. All of these
are factors of our everyday life that we tune out. But when future generations look back at us, will they
consider us just as absurd as we consider our great-grandparents era? Slowing down, taking a step back from
the life we live on a day-to-day basis, and considering it objectively
sometimes reveals greater truths about ourselves. |